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Personal reflections

Art Therapy

As part of my self-healing process I have taken up creative painting. It is something that I use to do as a child growing up in Regent Park. Back then it allowed me to cope with the harsh emotional environment. I know it is what kept me sane and focused on survival. So, at this point in my life I find myself going back to the same stress reliever when I wake up at three in the morning due to the collar around my neck. (Try and picture lying flat with your neck in a brace, unable to toss or turn, or drop your chin … not the most comfortable position to be in). I found myself over the past week staring at my ceiling in the early hours thinking, and thinking.  I know you can relate to that commercial where the women is lying in bed tossing and turning thinking about the hokey pokey, that s me. So, after a couple of nights like this I decided this was not best for my emotional well-being. So, I pulled out all my paints, easel and brushes and set it all up in my bedroom and now when I wake … I’m in art therapy mode. It has helped immensely and allows me to relax for an hour or so, and then fall back to sleep for a few more hours. These are pieces I have created so far. No Robert Bateman, but a Sheilagh art.

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 Art Therapy has been around since the mid-20th century. In countries such as Canada, England and the U.S., art therapy roots lies mainly in art education, the practice of art, and developmental psychology.

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 The American Art Therapy Association describes it this way:  “(a)rt therapy is the therapeutic use of art making, within a professional relationship, by people who experience illness, trauma or challenges in living, and by people who seek personal development. Through creating art and reflecting on the art products and processes, people can increase awareness of self and others cope with symptoms, stress and traumatic experiences; enhance cognitive abilities; and enjoy the life-affirming pleasures of making art.”

OATA (Ontario Art Therapy Association)
Art is the tool for communication, self-examination and healing.

So my friends, my art may not sell for thousands, but it has a true benefit worth a fortune in good mental health and I highly recommend it for anyone who is thinking about the hokey pokey and starring at ceilings in the middle of the night.

R.S. McLaughlin Durham Regional Cancer Centre at Lakeridge Health Oshawa

A few rough days since my last treatment three days ago.  I have been feeling a bit tired and woke on day six with a very sore throat and difficulty swallowing. But, all in all I’m doing very well and a couple of Tylenol with rest and I am right as rain. Life is good.

I wanted mention the R.S. McLaughlin Durham Regional Cancer Centre at Lakeridge Health Oshawa for taking such good care of me and for being so helpful in making sure I understood how they would manage my treatment. To think a week ago I was diagnosed and sent on the radiation journey within a day is truly remarkable. Initially, I was so unsure about the radiation treatment, having received massage doses my first time around in the 70`s for Hodgkin’s disease. So to say I was intimidated to have to undergo this treatment again is an understatement, but with so little time to think about it, it was onward and forward. Today, I can only say wow… the Radiation Oncologist, technicians and nurses at the center are angels in disguise and helped make my experience an easy process to go through.

As I am somewhat of a tech junkie, I was fascinated with the progressive technology and applications that were being used to administrator the treatment and even manage patient intake. From the form fitting mask that molded over my head and  face  which initially looked like the top of a flat tennis racket grid pattern and made of a hard plastic to the technicians during setup who hovered over me in the center of this hi-tech wood paneled room, calling out facts and numbers, just like pilots do in the jets during pre-flight take offs. What kind of mathematical genius are these medical technicians? It took several hours (for me over two hours) to calculate out where and how to point those lasers through the grid mask. Amazing… For anyone interested I have linked to an actual treatment very similar to the one I was in and this is a picture of my actual face mask. 100_6546It’s a reminder  for me of how the world  has changed in this age of technology and folks it is not all bad.

For everyone and anyone who has to travel this road know that the health care professionals involved in the care of cancer patients are very special people and I believe truly have a sensitivity to our needs that goes beyond just their jobs. My journey is not over, but knowing that supporting me is a whole host of amazing medical professionals gives me the drive to do my part by staying positive, getting the rest I need, eating properly and give my friends and family the love and encouragement that I am here for them as they are for me and will continue the fight.

Every day, I can write is a very good day…