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Chicken Noodle Soup and Chemotherapy

Chicken Noodle Soup

Its 4:30am in the morning the day after my first chemo treatment and I am awake feeling very normal for what is my current normal. Which is to say a bit fatigued but not overly so and absolutely no nausea.  As a survivor of chemotherapy 35 years ago, there is no comparison to today’s chemotherapy. I did not taste anything, feel anything uncomfortable and with the PICC line {that’s a line that is threaded directly through a vein with a tube on the end} did not have to undergo the torture of trying to get an IV line into a non-existent vein. The nurses and volunteers at Northumberland Hills Chemo Department were amazing and made me feel so at ease. I loved the relaxed environment in those fantastic big blue chairs. With Lorrie as my support that day the four and half hours spent there went by so fast due to our constant non-stop conversations with each other and everyone in the room. The other patients made me feel so welcome and shared their stories and the CDCI West co-op student telling us all about her future plans in the medical field keep me occupied and to think that near the end of my second bag I was sitting up eating chicken noodle soup.  I mean you have to understand that 35 years ago I would have been vomiting the minute that IV line hit my vein and weak as kitten at the end of the session where I would have to be carried out. All evening I kept expecting to have my stomach go upside down and start to expel the chemicals but not even a hint and I was able to continue to eat throughout the rest of the day and evening. I did come home and rest actually several catnaps, but after 4.5 hours I think that was to be expected.

I’m not deluding myself I’m sure as I go along I will experience some side effects, but I am convinced that whatever they will be it will be nothing like what I experienced years ago and that gives me every confidence and hope that I can get through this next stage of cancer control.

Imagine sitting up eating chicken noodle soup while receiving the chemotherapy drip, who would believe….

Stage Two – Chemotherapy

Time is shortening. But every day that I challenge this cancer and survive is a victory for me.    Ingrid Bergman

I have now had my five radiation treatments since that unexpected day four weeks ago at Northumberland Hills Hospital where the discovery of the cancer cells in my neck brought me literally to a neck brace and bed. I survived the treatment with minimal side effects a couple of weeks of very raw sore throat, a few lesions in my mouth and a few sore teeth and tired. But, following the maintenance protocols, eating and getting rest when needed has certainly helped. The hardest adjustment has been not being able to drive and having to rely on others to get me to appointments or shop. But, I do not complain because I am so fortunate to have the support of my family and friends that have driven these past few weeks. I just pretend I’m Miss Daisy, in “Driving Miss Daisy” one of my favourite movies.

Driving Miss Daisy
Driving Miss Daisy

One of my drivers has been my daughter she’s home for her graduation and reading week. It gave us a wonderful opportunity to spend real quality time and I know I drove her crazy about her driving, but the truth is she is just like her mom and likes to drive fast and is a good driver and will become a very good driver with time. During our drives, she was able to acknowledge and thank me for all the driving over the years, taking her to music, friends, and school. I loved it.

Now I get ready for the next stage of this fight which is the chemotherapy.  As I’ve mentioned previously having received chemotherapy over 35 years ago, I still have very strong negative feelings about this treatment. Back then all I had to do was walk into the hospital smell alcohol and I would start to throw up. They were shooting massive doses of chemo directly into my veins without the refined knowledge of the science behind chemo that they do today. So, I must admit my mental health strength is going to be tested over the next few months but I am ready. As with every other health fight this past six years I am my own miracle and against all odds I am a survivor. So, I’m putting on my amour and preparing to do battle and will go forth with love, support and strength of all those around me and kick some serious cancer butt.

You can be a victim of cancer, or a survivor of cancer. It’s a mindset.
Dave Pelzer